A Letter from the "dead"

I got an email tonight - a letter from the dead,

someone I haven't spoke to in years,

it took a moment to open the message then,I took a deep breath and read,

I wanted to hear what you had to say, I wanted to know if you cared,

it's like our love had lost its way, but I had to clear the air

how amazing it is that we forgive the men who've hurt us,

but not someone we once called a friend.

its crazy how we could hold such anger,

to someone we promised to love til the end,

Tonight I received a message from the dead,

someone I hadn't heard from in years,

but as I read the letter at hand,

it brought my eyes to tears.

Letter of Forgiveness

For over three years, we have not spoken,

Our hearts, so full of the pain we've soaked in.

Resentment, hurt, anger, from the person you chose

Girl we were best friends, sisters, once so close

I often times feel guilty, for introducing you to him,

Vows of friendship broken, to live  life on a whim

Eating away at my heart, this unforgiveness feels so wrong

My best friend, our sister, couldn't trust us to be strong,

Enough of this school shit, the school bells have rung,

Believe me when I say, we were all so silly and young,

Life with the Sky* has been loving and pulled me through,

I couldn't believe the control he had, but we let you do you,

So, I know that I have hurt you, and we'll you hurt me too,

So I ask that you forgive me, and know that I forgive you.

Although I'm out of acronyms one question still lingers,

this one thing that I could never quite grasp with my fingers,

How could you go through all that without your girls, frightened, alone,

with that decision, from that thought process, my mind will forever be blown...

You might have been ashamed, or embarrassed, I get that- I do,

but 3DP was real enough for you know that we would've been there for you...