Kiss Me I'm yours

This one goes out to the one that I adore
the one who keeps me smiling, and begging for more,
the one who has the power to make me  smile and laugh,
and in the same moment, makes me shout with wrath,
the one i feel most comfortable around, pressure free
the one who sometimes misjudges the anger in me,
the one I hate to want, and want to hate,
the only one who's smashed, but never been my mate.

This one goes out to the one I most adore,

I love being your friend, but I can't help but want more

the one I get along with, even when I'm mad,
the first one I hit up on the facebook, when I'm sad,

The one who i feel could be  the perfect fit,

the one who's always on some other bullshit,
The one who inspires me to be my greatest self,
as writer, but as his girl, he puts me aside on a shelf,
This one goes out to the one I adore,
the one I would be with, for rich or for poor,

The one who at first sight, melts me- I'm wet,

the one i fantasize about and wake up in a sweat
this one goes out to the one I love to adore,
you can have me at any moment...kiss me I'm yours.

Letter of Forgiveness

For over three years, we have not spoken,

Our hearts, so full of the pain we've soaked in.

Resentment, hurt, anger, from the person you chose

Girl we were best friends, sisters, once so close

I often times feel guilty, for introducing you to him,

Vows of friendship broken, to live  life on a whim

Eating away at my heart, this unforgiveness feels so wrong

My best friend, our sister, couldn't trust us to be strong,

Enough of this school shit, the school bells have rung,

Believe me when I say, we were all so silly and young,

Life with the Sky* has been loving and pulled me through,

I couldn't believe the control he had, but we let you do you,

So, I know that I have hurt you, and we'll you hurt me too,

So I ask that you forgive me, and know that I forgive you.

Although I'm out of acronyms one question still lingers,

this one thing that I could never quite grasp with my fingers,

How could you go through all that without your girls, frightened, alone,

with that decision, from that thought process, my mind will forever be blown...

You might have been ashamed, or embarrassed, I get that- I do,

but 3DP was real enough for you know that we would've been there for you...